To our beloved brother Esu Immanuel Sananda
To our beloved Father, Michael of Nebadon
To our beloved Source, Creator of All That Is
To Peace, Love and Joy-Your legacy and bestowal

We take this journey with You
Walking in the radiance of Your spirit
With our minds united
Our hearts aligned
Attuned to Your holy ways
The lessons immortally ingrained in our souls’ memory
And we remember You
The bringer of Abundant Hope
To a world cultured in Sin
And as You taught
We remembered
That we may re-give your words
To uplift the sons and daughters of God.
You lived with and in integrity
And so in your footsteps we do follow
To those who suffered you offered compassion
To those in anger you offered empathy
And so You taught
To see ourselves as mirrors of others
And others as mirrors of ourselves
To love each other with a new and amazing love
That every life force no matter how humble, broken or tragic
Has a meaning and an inner glory and is precious in the eyes of God
To be firm in conviction but gentle in nature
That crucifixion of another with words is a crucifixion of God
That anger and wrath are not part of the establishment of God’s kingdom
In the hearts of men
That hatred is the shadow of fear
And revenge the mask of cowardice
That giving love instead of biting confrontation and discord
Brings the reward and ability for re giving
That tolerance must enobleth souls by judgments justly rendered
To pray for those who hurt us and forgive those who persecute us
To obey the fiat of creating within ourselves clean hearts and renewed spirits
That kindness is love in action
And humility love personified.
That the more we love the humbler we become
That selflessness is the mark of a great soul
The servant is not greater than the Master
Yet the Master is always a servant
For it is through service that we must express and evolve our mastery
That life is inviolate
And offence and defence, frailties of mortal disposition
That God’s love binds, not divides
That God’s side is truth and goodness
That perceptions can lie but knowledge enlighten
That justice should be tempered with mercy
That, that which comes from You
Has a radiance
Is tolerant, beauteous, tranquil and all things making for good
For happiness, peace and benedictions on others
All being, the diadem stones in the crown of Your eternity
To walk and live in humility but be exalted in and through spirit
That titles are insignificant but divine entitlement worthy
That the ego is borrowed but the spirit enduring
Nothing that is real can be threatened
And the unreal does not exist
That when the pain and confusion of life assaults our senses
We must come to know that in God
There is infinite grace unto the moment of truth
That we can transform every expression into glory
For all that we seek lies within us
That all are sacred and in that sacredness we have an obligation
To all to whom we are connected
That our works must unite not divide
That all who would be in your kingdom
Must find balance in perfection of service
And be a server of all.

How can we thank You?
We re-ignite the fire of God upon the altar on our hearts
And through sustained momentum of energy and desire,
We will endeavour to launch the rocket of our souls
Into the vibration of the Mighty I AM Presence
We re-commit our lives in dedicated service
For it is our will to do Your will
Your will shall be the foundation of our tasks
And blueprint of our spiritual projects
We recognise that time is a creature of human will and intent
And we espouse your patience to witness
the magnificent unfolding of Your divine plan
To honour You, Your Host and the Spiritual hierarchy
To learn from You that we may become proficient Creators in time
To inspire others and thus manifest the love nature of God
We will represent You in absolute truth
Equanimity and purity of spirit
We will attend the shadows that arrest the soaring of our spirits
And purge the impurities that we may partake of the living waters of life
We will exchange our virtues for the valleys of others
And trust that life will remove the peaks of pride
In both ourselves and others
We will install and instil Your energy in the laboratory of our consciousness
We will espouse our inalienable divine right
To live in accordance with our highest conception of God
We will live like the Masters did, to make men free

We ask that You guard and guide us that we may not falter
Show us the way by the light of Your Truth
And help us to understand fully and act upon our power
Which rests in our divinity
Smile in our hearts that ever may we feel
Your radiatory nature
A constant reminder of our ONENESS
That we may not feel the darkness of separation

You brought this world Abundant Hope through your Bestowal 2000 plus years ago
You have created Abundant Hope again to support the Second coming
As You did and do
We too will bring Abundant Hope to the world through our works in Your name

We are forever yours
Faithfully

Abundant Hope International

You knew freedom before you were birthed through ME; freedom without fear or focus on the specific. You knew freedom as ME. The void was and is all. You knew all there was and is to know. Yet you desired to experience freedom elsewhere and so it was that you found yourself out of the void where possibilities are endless, into that which confined your eloquence and contained your absoluteness. You bestowed upon yourself the gift to travel the continents of space and time which I created for your benefit.

I asked you to experience freedom within a different context and supplied you with that context. I asked you to remember your inbred nature and to return to ME when your desire for life and truth pacified your desire to wander the halls of ignominy. I promised to tend to thee that you would not lose the essence of your life force. I instilled within you a seed of freedom with the hope that it would prosper and you would feel the magnetic call of your heart in ME.

I keep you existing in form so that you may see the trail of light leading you unto freedom and follow its path, homeward bound. I support you in unknowing ways that you would not lose your sight or cause your spirit to curdle at the sounds which palpitate upon your mind in a place where silence cannot be tolerated.

With every breath I give to you, the feel and tone of freedom is meaningful, to awaken you into remembrance of the original plan, of your original status, that you may yearn for and respect the fashion of freedom. It is freedom that you ought to wear as your garment. It is your Crown, your uninhibited truth. Why wear false clothing which covers your true nature? Do you so wish to forget who you are? Through your lack of diligence you have invited the enemy of freedom into your ranks to defile that which is holy; and your freedom is now condescended. It is besmirched as auras of suppression wage its war to stifle your very life.

You freely give away your birthright and abdicate your divine essence. Truth does not forget itself. It cannot be tampered with save through ignorance. You are not ignorant; you choose to be. You cry for freedom yet you continue to subject yourself as slaves. You have offered your hands and feet and minds to be bound. When you were birthed I taught you about possibilities that you would not submit to finite conjecture. Yet as I scan your minds all I can see are limits and boundaries. Where has your natural incandescence gone to? Why have you allowed the illusion I created for a purpose to dim your light and thus your life? I AM reaching into you but the sound of silent intelligence can penetrate the babbling mind. You, souls, have lost the flare of freedom.

I taught you responsibility. Your predicament is of your own making. Blame not the forces of darkness for they too exist in your mind. Annihilate them from your mind and you shall be free to see ME clearly. You have given them life through worship of what they created in your physical world and add to their energy through condonation of their very existence. They have drawn from your innate intelligence and used it against you. They have not stolen your freedom; you have given it to them. Where are you now? Prostrate, awaiting divine hands to lift you to your freedom. Have you learnt your lessons MY little ones? I AM afraid that many are still in the birth canal and can find no way out. They cannot see, hear or feel or even know. They are constricted.

I will rescue you, MY son will rescue you, BUT not with HIS life. HE did not pay for your salvation with HIS life. HE offered you the rod of salvation through HIS spirit that as you reckoned with truth you would find liberation.

HE will bless you again with HIS presence as HE leans down to lend you HIS hand. HE breathes fire to purge the parasitic warfare upon thee and soon the dying embers of charcoal will emit only a mild stench of decay and death and you will hold each other’s hands and walk toward the sacred lamp which I always held in front of thee.

I will sit with thee and dry thy tears and remind you again of your light, your essence and the politic of spirit. I will show you the void, the womb of your origin. I will remind you of the silence and reveal again to you what freedom feels like and how it is expressed. I will send you back to continue your journey and this time I will give to you a new commandment that you may refrain from the menial and engage your liberty. And so it goes ’Thou shalt not steal from thyself the opportunity to be free’.

You are immortal not in the uniform of your physical body but in the eternal cloak of spirit, unseen but eternally cosmic, unconfined and uncontainable. It is the only legitimate part of you. Your presence in your plane is to legitimise life by announcing the truth as you pour your spirit upon your earthly work. The spirit of life is the life of spirit. Your body cannot breathe without the life of spirit. See the life behind the ‘life’.

The spirit is the law of man; man is subject to the laws of spirit. It is the spirit which legitimises man as sons of God. Man must go back to his law to find that which confers his identity.

Life is holy even in your expression, but it’s sanctity is derived from the immortality of life. For even in your expression you are immortal. You cannot separate the finite body from the infinite you for it is in your expression and life stream that you must discover the infinite.

When life’s vagaries condenses and you feel the precipitation of worldly cares upon you, know that you cannot be conquered for that which is immortal is inviolate.

In these times speak to your senses with the spirit of truth that has been yours for aeons and calm the battle which it creates. Breathe the breath of life in which you will find the memory of your immortal nature. With every breath create a new foundation for life. Though you may know of your immortality, you must connect with it. It is this connection which shall sustain your resolve in the world of mortality.

Denial of life is a libel on your spirit. In Me you are enfranchised. The ethers support you, is within you and is your very breath.

I AM your Source. In you I find MY expression.

These are the words which motivated this discussion with the Source.

Co dependence does not negate independence; it simply facilitates it. To function as one unit requires co operation of all parts. When all parts co-operate there is unity. This is what the whole is.

Co dependency requires each separate and discrete part to recognise that each needs the other to create the whole. Your thinking must initiate with the ‘whole’ that the separate parts may envision the whole and work together to create the whole.

Co dependence is required at different levels of existence and form. The starting point is for each to recognise his/her nature as a God being, which will lead to the knowing of the presence of the divine within each. When this recognition comes one will realise the nature of the relation between God and Man, as God being within Man, is one of co dependency. After all man is an extension of God and is in form that God may experience and live through man. It is through man’s existence in form, and journey through the material plane, that he is to come into remembrance of God within himself and aspire to discover his Godly identity and in so doing allow God to manifest through his form in the world of matter.

Do you see that one cannot function effectively without the other? It is this cosmic matrix which you need comprehend. Should you be capable of grasping this you will willingly work with God to achieve your potential and provide allowance, for God to work through and with you. You cannot effectively function in your material world if you do not grasp the nature of the relationship between God and Man. You certainly will not progress as is the grander cosmic plane for Man.

This co dependency between God and Man is necessary for it is likened to a building block or foundation which will elevate man’s understanding to the levels of spirit thus enabling him to clearly know his true purpose in form. Understanding breeds motivation and motivation catalyses one into positive action in fulfilment of the goal. This co dependency will foster or build man in the nature and image of God; for man will desire to be likened to God. When this desire rules him he will continuously court the God within himself until ‘two’ in perception become ‘one’ in reality (that is until he can know himself as God.) This process is no means ‘lightening’ in action but enlightening in progress.

When each is able to harness his God abilities and virtues for emanation and application in his physical life his vision is for the whole and not for self.  His actions will reflect his knowledge that each needs the other almost symbiotically that the wealth of peace and unity may be created. Man has the power to create that which will make him truly wealthy, but that can only be achieved through co operative endeavour with each other in selfless pursuit of that which will benefit the whole.

Man in himself as an organism cannot effectually function unless other organisms within his body first co operate to ensure that his body is integrated and whole. The point is, that it takes micro organisms to work together to create a complex yet wholesome organism. Thus in the same way, man is a micro organism compared to what he is capable of creating. He must work with his fellow men to create the complex organism of a civilisation bent on unity. If each micro organism, being individuals, fail to co operate in community spirit for the betterment of the whole, then the whole will never materialise. The complex organism which we shall call a civilisation will be incomplete and incoherent. It cannot function or prosper effectively. There will always be the potential for malignant organisms to contaminate, which can result in a diseased civilisation. Do you comprehend the message MY ones.

Unity is Oneness and the Whole, derived from the separate parts cordially corresponding with each in cooperative endeavour to create the whole. One individual cannot build this puzzle of life; all forms must participate. When I say all, I mean every living life force, even your elemental world. Co dependence will lead to independence which is in truth freedom.

To achieve independence as a sovereign being you must come to recognise your Oneness with God, work with HIM and live within HIS reign. To achieve a united world each being who recognises his sovereignty must work within the laws given for balance with his fellow men to create a free world.

The time has come when you must erase your perception of yourself as a simple individual, for you are much more than that. Your seeming separation from ME and your fellow men is an ego projection. To move beyond this you must open your mind to the greater force working within you – the similitude of you.

Co dependency with ME will enable you to see the whole or full picture. If you persist in your concept or paradigm of separation you will create a personal independence which is unreal. You cannot be free until you are whole and that wholeness is born only in your perception. As your perception tells you we are separate so too can it be corrected to show you that we are not. The correction comes with an invitation, a desire to know the truth.

True freedom in your material world begins with an understanding of ME and the relationship dynamic we share; and then it translates beyond the personal to the collective as you take ME into your world and allow ME to work within and through you.

I AM saying that Co dependence is the foundation for Independence, both personal and collective.

I retreat to the teaching of MY Son: ‘It is not about survival of the fittest but flourishment of the co operative’.  Co- operation leads to enhancement of self and ALL whilst separation will always lead to struggle for survival. Let the goal be true freedom, independence of self and civilisation; for this is what governs your ability as a civilisation to prosper.

I AM the interminable aspect housed within you, which is released upon termination of mortal life. You are MY host throughout the entirety of your experience.  I wish you to see it from this perspective. You host MY presence. What does this conjure to you?

Let me explain in simplicity. Were you to host friends or family at your home how would you treat them? Would you be happy to do so? Would you be amiable towards them?  Would you look after their needs and ensure that they are comfortable? Would you enjoy their presence? Would you spend quality time with them? Would you engage in activities together which bring you pleasure? Would you be sad when they must depart?

Conversely do you begrudge their presence in your home and wish they weren’t there. Do you unwillingly look after their needs and try to avoid spending time with them? Do you separate yourself from them as much as possible and count down the days until they depart? Are you in disharmony with them? Do you send them away before they are due to depart? What type of host are you?

Now I want you to think about ME.  Like it or not you are MY host. Do you welcome MY presence within you or do you wish I were not there? In fact many of you do not know and will not accept MY presence within you. This lack of comprehension has to do with your poor education and inadequate memory. You cannot accept that I whom you may call God could ever dwell in you, as your perception of yourself is rather tarnished. You cannot therefore conceive that you could hold such purity within. So disbelief is a mighty obstacle to you even crediting MY presence within you. It is easier to see ME as a separate entity beyond your ability to reach.

Those who have received their education may half heartedly accept it but they cannot verify this as there is no outer sense which they use that can prove I AM there.  So they journey through their lives unable to feel the blessing of MY presence within them. They keep ME just outside the door of their home because uncertainty due to lack of proof causes them to falter in what they have been taught.  They cannot therefore enjoy MY presence in a deep and truly holy way.

I AM not saying that these who believe in ME do not love ME. They simply love the idea of ME and what I stand for without reaping the fullest benefits of MY presence within. They cannot see ME within themselves so therefore I must not be there. Dear children you will never see ME for I AM without form. You must acclimatise yourself to feeling ME. For here lies your validation. In the readiness of time as you mature in spirit you will hear the sound of intelligence creeping into your thoughts. I will not communicate with you in the way that other humans do.  You will not see me sitting by your side or even holding your hand. Our relationship is much more intimate than that. I AM within you that you may come to feel at one with ME.

The entire purpose of the outer journey is to reap inner rewards which expands your ability to renew your memory so that you clearly recall who you are, where you are and what you must strive to be. Many look without themselves for the light of guidance but I say look within yourself for therein is the lantern which invariably keeps vigil for you. I AM no ordinary guest.  I AM stationed within you to show you that the inner way is the only path which shall lead to the ultimate Source to which you must return. As your guest I will not impose MY will upon you but wait upon you to offer yourself to ME. I do not take that which is not offered. If you hide from ME I will leave you be, if your revile ME, I will leave you be, if you ignore ME I will leave you be BUT know that I will never leave you. It will never be MY choice to leave you. If you reject ME in finality, it is then that you get your wish and I depart.

What kind of host have you been to ME? I can surely speak of this. Some are most welcoming and attentive, giving ME all the time they possibly can to draw from the advantages I offer. They feel ME, know ME and hear ME. They have a comfortable relationship with ME and freely express what is in their heart. As they unite with ME in truth they receive necessary guidance enabling them to overcome the hurdles they may face to bring them closer to ME. I AM not saying that you will experience the fullness of ME all at once. I AM saying that if you can recognise where I AM and how you can connect with ME; and you take the steps to do so, then ever so gradually or quickly as is your choice you will absorb more of MY light into you. As this happens you will begin to feel empowered and more likened to ME.

There are many who ignore MY presence in the temple of their physical form and I AM left as an observer. There is no unity between us and no derived benefits from MY presence within. There are those who cast ME out totally and deliberately; for them the manna of light is denied through their own choices. Then there are those who host ME who at times are attentive and welcoming, but at other times feel the pull of earthly matters too strongly, and fall into old habits and traps thus forgetting MY presence for a while. They retreat to their lower selves and find solace in their senses or through others.

Why do you not wish to host MY presence? Is it perhaps because continuous communion with ME will require you to accept total responsibility for your life, your thought patterns, behaviours and creations? Are you not ready to climb the ladder leading to greater spiritual fulfilment?  Is it that you wish to serve your senses only without regard for your spirit? Is it that you do not wish to face SELF?

Beloveds, Perfection is what I AM and I rest within you. You host perfection yet you choose imperfection. Mediocrity is the spawn of your illusionary world. It breeds contentment and does not aspire to truth. You seek perfection readily in earthly pursuits; so why can you not seek perfection in spiritual pursuits. You will find that should you choose the latter your earthly life will be more fulfilling and productive.

You who have cast ME out or who have an occasional relationship with ME cannot know true happiness; so I say to you that your senses will never yield joy which is permanent.

I AM given in MY position to witness what you term sin and activities too abhorrent (abomination to sprit) to speak of. This is where you take ME as you host ME. Yet ever patient I wait upon you.

You will through your soul’s journey have ample opportunity to host MY presence until you are able to perfect your hosting abilities and need not do so anymore in physical form. Until then I will continue to cherish you and effort to reach into your mind and heart with the hope that you will pay ME some attention. I AM in no way needy, BUT you need ME and you call inwardly for ME and I answer but you cannot feel or hear ME. One day you will come to realise that the energy you call God or Creator is none other than your energy. When you ostracise God you ostracise self and this will reflect in the patterns you create in your earthly life. Finding God is the beginning of finding self.  I AM HERE

If your earthy Kings or Queens were to indulge you with a personal visit to your home, think of the preparations you would make to receive him or her. Think of the finery you would place to receive them and what your comportment would be like.  It is a privilege to host such royalty isn’t it?  What of ME? Am I not royalty? Have you not dubbed ME the King of Kings and Lord of Lords? What finery do you robe yourself with to receive ME.? What plans do you have to entertain ME.? How do you seek to impress ME? Am I not worth more than gold and silver? Do I not outshine to largest diamond? Do I not wear the most coveted bejewelled crown of eternity? Have I not in humility bestowed MYSELF upon thee willingly that you may choose to bestow yourself to ME? What will it take dear children for you to accept the crown which I offer thee?

You are hosting ME.  Accept it; for acceptance can only lead to the resolution of inner conflict as to who you are, where I AM and why you are here.

MY blessings I yield to thee evermore

Your Source

What you cannot see cannot be put into words. Events are taking place etherically that will soon transpire in your material spheres. You cannot see US working but it does not mean that WE aren’t. You cannot yet see the fruits of OUR labour, but it does not mean you won’t.  Oft times the effort must be invested over a period of time before momentum is gained. As I explained to this scribe when the movement occurs it will not be slow but swift. The wheel shall propel forwards without recess. Do not lose the hope in what you aspire to accomplish, but seek ME to engage with you that you may be given into the knowledge of the steps to be taken to put your mission in order or ‘get it on the road’ as you say.

It is now that you must begin to take the necessary steps toward fulfilment of a greater plan. Let your mind wander to that place where inspiration flows; and seek after your truth of being. What do you wish to accomplish now?  Ask yourself this; ‘What can I accomplish now’? There is much you can do using the energy system available to you as individual sons of God. You have the power to affect change first of all in your personal world. I say, that as part of your preparation you must do so.

Attend to self first. Clear the debris which may be clogging the pores and arteries of your electromagnetic field which disrupts our synergy. Begin to pull out the weeds which hamper your personal progress. Free yourself first and foremost of the limiting aspects of self. Cultivate a daily routine of de-sensitising your ego through sustained connection with ME. As you say ‘practice makes perfect’. Why don’t you try for one day to stay connected in a conscious way with ME.? I mean with MY thought processes, values and virtues. In other words for one entire day and I mean entire day- mirror ME. You know ME well enough or do you?

What do I represent to you? For those who follow ME you should be able to reflect what it is I represent to you. Being part of ‘Team Aton’ requires a very high standard of perspicuity. It requires you to have clear vision of the goal. Now I do not here speak of the earth’s transition. That is inevitability. I speak of the long term goal of building godly people so that the tempo of nobility will reign in the new earthly construct. The building begins now and it begins with self.

Use this time wisely to separate the wheat from the chaff in your inner consciousness and de- pollute your thoughts through a process of ‘thought pattern’ detoxification. Identify that which has been hazardous to your evolution and remit it to the wasteland for transmutation. Resolve to behold a new you, one that seizes perfection; for perfection is the exemplar of Godly synonym.

You are all anchored in ME. See yourselves in the circle of MY light with ME at the centre anchoring you. Now see yourselves extending from ME to stand around the circle. Who stands in the middle? That is who you are. In MY team MY members are ME. They strive ever to reflect ME. Do you think I AM a hard act to follow? It can be no other way dear children. You who have been chosen to serve in MY jurisdiction and you who have chosen to serve MY will, must attain within self a level of Christhood. Does that sound unfamiliar or unachievable?  It is not I assure you.

Why do I come to thee to speak of these things? I remind thee that when the wheel begins to turn there will be no catch up time. You will have to move with the wheel. Thus I say to you exercise your spiritual prerogative and ‘shape up’ so that you ‘keep up’ with the wheel once the momentum becomes noticeable. What is to come will require spiritual sturdiness in the light of the significant stupor which will accost your world. Be ready.

I AM Michael your Sovereign Father of Nebadon and Son of the Most High.

Enter and sit next to the waterfall of light. Now lean in and drink. Feel the light flow within and throughout your body. You will notice that My Light will not touch only one part of you but will flow through all parts. That is the essence of my light which rests in its ability to flow and expand. It will multiply its effect within you and cause you to reach for more of its delights. Once you have sipped from the authentic waterfall you will remain within its reach.

This light is the flow of inspiration which man is always seeking. He seeks to know himself and the truth of his existence and yet the answers to those questions cannot be found in the outer dynamics of your unfolding world. Your outer world will unfold to the extent that you unfold your inner world.  The answers you seek after must be discovered through the vibration of inspiration. Your ability to feel MY light is determined by your effort to be inspired. What is condensed must expand; what is separate must unite and what is darkened must be brought to light. Check yourselves. For too often I hear ‘I want to but I can’t or don’t know how to’. Self discovery does not require a journey across the hills and valleys and oceans. You are not required to scale the mountains to find self. You are to find the track within you that leads to that light.

For those who have found the inner track; should you desire and be moved to walk its path, I assure you that you will stumble across barriers and hurdles. These are not beyond   overcoming.  In fact you created these barriers and hurdles as a challenge to surmount, that you may learn the importance of perseverance and determination. It is a test of your will power as well as your ability to be honest with yourself.

You cannot reach the light as quickly as you desire and thus cannot enjoy the yield of inspiration.  What separates you from this light? This is the question I desire you to ask yourself. The light is there for all to see and partake of, but there are steps to be taken before you can feel the touch and mighty flow of that light. So face yourselves now and ask ‘what is it that is precluding me from feeling the touch and receiving the inspiration from the light’. You have created the barriers of separation and you must remove them. They lay in your thought system and your belief programmes.  Are you willing to assess yourself to determine what these blockages are? I will admonish that they are seldom held at a conscious level. Your conscious thinking is not always in alignment with your sub conscious mind or vice versa.  As you bring them into alignment, the barriers begin to fade away and your journey along the inner track brings you closer to experiencing MY LIGHT in a potency that is unfathomable.

When you receive an inspired thought or inspiration to create, know that you are experiencing MY LIGHT; for an inspired thought is that part of God which flows within man. Inspiration is the flow of light from MY mind to yours. It is the way I commune with you. Inspiration will always elevate you in thought and feeling. When inspiration fuels action, know that God is living and working through you. I cannot live and work through you unless you allow ME to. Simply saying the words is hardly enough. You must be determined to cleanse all that blocks you from harnessing the true power of MY LIGHT.

How do you know when you have touched or tasted of MY LIGHT? Simple, you will hunger for more. You will do more to stay in the essence of my light; you will take whatever action is necessary to elevate you to the higher reaches of MY LIGHT. You will lay naked before you all that you have created through misperception, ego and false conditioning and seek the steps necessary to transmute them. I desire you to know that the ego will always seek to intervene to stop this action. It will try to convince you that you are perfect as you are that there is nothing that needs to be alerted or changed. It will lie to you. If you cannot know ME as I truly AM, feel ME working through your heart and hear ME through inspired thought, you are still separate from ME. No matter what your conscious   mind tells you; you are still engaged in perceived separation. The layers of your thoughts and beliefs which separate us must be peeled off. I cannot do this for you. You must seek to identify what these layers are. You must ask of your angels and guides to show you. You must ask of ME to direct you into recognition of them. Beloveds this is part of your journey. You must unfold and unfolding requires removal of the old and stapled thinking and beliefs.

You must learn the art of ‘ego seduction’. Allow your spirit to seduce your ego to its rightful position. You cannot mouth spiritual words and epithets of God or about God and then slander your spirit through clandestine meetings with your ego.  Be honest for this is the time for COMPLETE HONESTY. Do you not think I have ears to hear and eyes to see and mind to know all that I need to know of you? You cannot hide one iota from me.  I AM with you at all times. I follow your thought and doings. You may fool others but you cannot fool ME. Do not engage in foolhardiness though self assurance that you believe in God you know God and serve God and thus THAT IS IT. That is NOT IT? You must feel ME and truly know ME through the inspiration you receive to create and embody a Godly life worthy in service to others.

You will always feel me as love in your heart. Can you love others from the heart in purity or do you subscribe to a brand which advocates love but in truth your love is tainted by personal insecurities, agendas, personal interpretations, judgments based on personal preferences and individual modus operandi? Do you seek to know your brother and share in his experience that you may understand him; or are you quick to judge? Are you moved by compassion and understanding which appeals to your true nature and determines your ability to see through a higher vision? Do you ask ME to work through you to help and inspire others?

I AM simply efforting to direct your mind to consider these facts. The answers will be an indicator of where you are spiritually. To be spiritual does not require you to imbibe materials form texts and regurgitate it. This is not exemplary of a spiritual being. Your spirituality must not necessarily be spoken but it must be lived through your actions.

Are you at peace in a world that is not in peace? Can you contribute to peace in your world? If so how? What you create you aspire to be. If you create peace you will be peaceful and if you create joy you will be joyful. If you can be love, feel love, express love and engage with others in love you can create a loving world. This is a fact. You need not tackle difficult equations to find a solution. It is as plain and simple as I have just stated it. What holds you back from so doing? Perhaps self comfort keeps you stuck in what you know and in what brings temporary sense of ease in your life. Honesty with self is the only way forward; note I said honesty not self judgment. When the time for self judgement comes you will know and will not want to be found lacking at that point.

Excuses have no rhythm in these serious times. It is time to reverse your memory so that instead of being forgetful you can remember. Remember MY essence, your essence. That is all that is necessary; and all others things will naturally occur, for it is remembrance that will spark the awareness which will catapult you to take the steps required to breach the imposed barriers between us. When you reach the waterfall of light you can lean into it as many times as you desire and feed off ME. I will be your nurturer for I AM all that you need.

As you journey through the inner track, keep you eyes focussed on the waterfall of light and be vigilant for the obstacles which impede your path. Take guided action on what the impediments are and how they may be removed from your path, therefore allowing you to bridge the gap even more in your bid to reunite with ME.

I AM your SOURCE

You are leaving behind the old to engender the new but what will you choose to do differently; how will you choose to live your life this coming year? Are you going to make the choice or is someone else going to do this for you?

Your destiny is Sovereignty. Will you choose to embrace your sovereignty now and work towards its unfolding or do you intend to have grand intentions that will be left by the wayside when the weariness of life surmounts your inner will and resolve?

Beloved ones this is a year of DESTINY. How many comprehend what this means? I will enlighten you. For many the last year was meant to culminate in either the ending of the world or the birth of the ascension. Neither materialised. Why do you think this was? You sought to follow records which were out of date and placed your personal interpretation on the legacy.  In fact most followed what was accepted to be the norm. How many sought independent confirmation of this from their God selves?  It is easy to follow the crowd than to responsibly seek the truth. It is in fact truthful that you are in the spiral of ascension energies and greater energetic changes are taking place on an individual and planetary level. However dear ones your world has by no means ascended. There is much to occur before you reach this point.

Your dependence on the non occurring events should instil an important lesson that your destiny is your choice. If you choose to ascend then you must take the necessary action to ensure that you do. No one will do it for you. Ascension is the reward for your faithful Mother Earth. She has earned her right to ascend. Have you earned this right?  If you choose to continue with warring ways, whether you war with yourself or others, then you create an energetic pattern where war will materialise in your outer world. Your inner reality will mirror your outer reality. Many are taking appropriate steps to clear their energy fields so that more and more light can rise to the surface.  They are seeking to keep aligned with God’s energy and to be cognizant of their creations. Indeed this is significant and must be sustained if the recovery of their light within is to be optimised. There is much hidden beneath the surface that must be faced and transmuted. You who desire to ascend must attend to you inner health.

Many have chosen to follow instead of lead by their light. You follow often the false light given by others and forfeit the wisdom and truth of your personal inner light. You convince yourselves that a thing or event will occur and you hold on to it dearly with great belief. What happens when it does not? Little ones you have much to learn. I AM requiring you to follow the rhythm of God’s thinking. In other words I ask that you stand naked of your perceptions, beliefs and conditioning and invite the Father to think with you. I AM training you to think with your God mind NOT with or through the minds of others.  I admit that what I suggest may require effort and perseverance on your part; however you cannot emerge into your God self if you are unable to connect with the God mind which you hold within you.

The year 2013 is the year of ‘ATON’. I do not say this in a trite or superfluous manner; meaning, I do not say this as you say every year is the year of the Lord. I say that this is the year of ‘ATON’. It will be the year of purposeful revelations; when the spirit of God will take over many in truth. This is the year when the world will be shaken into true knowledge. It is upon you. Rise to meet you destiny which has eluded you for too long. ATON will be present; for HE comes again to gift to the world HIS essence.

What is portended is not doom and gloom, save for those who choose to see it in this way; for they shall be the ones without knowledge, insight, perception or preparation.

The troops are marching in holding the lanterns for those in readiness. Your world is to be besieged by light. To those who have been indifferent you will have to take notice as it will be inevitable.

I reiterate that this New Year is to be the year of DESTINY. All will be turned upside down so that the reversal can begin. Your world is to enter a new and glorious phase in freedom. I forewarn you that much will resolve itself in this coming year. Tales will be told a good many years after the events of this coming year transpires. History will be remade.

I leave you with the words BRIGHT AND MORNING STAR.

I bless you and honour you as children of God. I ask that you bless yourself through the choices you make.

Mother Nebadonia.

I wish to teach here that which the Ascended Masters have taught but that which is not well recognised or practiced on our earth plane.

There are Universal laws by which all planets within the Universe are required to abide. These laws are referred to as the Laws of Nature or Creation and are meant to bring balance to our civilisation if adhered to. Unfortunately the Laws have been given short shrift in the various ‘gospels’.  You may know them as the Ten Commandments but they are in fact much more.

Mankind has been denied the full truth by those who wished to maintain control and thus the masses have been unschooled on the workings of these Laws. When you are not cognizant or aware of the whole truth and that truth is necessary for a harmonious life, you are disempowered, as half truths cannot fully empower any individual in the knowing of what they must do or should do to realise a fulfilling and harmonious life.

The purpose of these Laws is to enable man to live in balance so that he can in fact feel the presence of his divine counterpart, the Source of himself and know perfect love and bliss.

Fear of the laws should not influence one’s choice in abiding by them. They should welcome that which will engender and sustain balanced living.

I will refer throughout this piece to the Law of Balance. Like every other Universal law this Law is inviolate. If the Law is violated whether or not one accepts that there is such a Law, unpleasant consequences will be experienced. These consequences are a direct result of breaching the Law. The consequences are not punishment inflicted by God but the punishment man inflicts upon himself by breaching the Law. I want you to remember to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. If you take action that breaches the Law then the Law will equally react. Let us look at a situation when a man-made law is breached.   Let us say that a person was driving dangerously and recklessly and this caused the death of a pedestrian. Driving dangerously and recklessly is against the law and so is killing a person. The law will respond by punishing the offender; in this case with perhaps a custodial sentence, meaning imprisonment which is loss of freedom through incarceration. Thus it is in the breaching of the law that man attracts the equal and opposite reaction which is simply the consequences of his actions.

I would like to show you how the Law of Balance should work in reality and how you can make it work for you in your daily lives to ensure that you maintain balance and harmony in your life. I will explore Balance as it works in nature, as it should be applied through human relationships, prayer, our physical, emotional and mental well being.

The Law of Balance from a Universal perspective is premised on Love which is the highest form of frequency or energy. The Law of Love is the basis of Creation and Love is thus the basis of spirit. As man in his primacy or true form is spirit then Love is man’s basis also. The type of love I speak of is the Love that centres all things and creates balance and harmony.

This Law of Love can be seen as the Law of balance because the nature of God/Creator is to give out HIS love for re-giving. I want to show how the Law of Balance is expressed through God’s love. God projects his love to each of us and if we desire to feel HIS presence we must cause the same love to be re-given so that it be returned to God. What does this mean? It simply means that when we give love to another, we cause that love to be returned to God as God is in each of HIS creation; and therefore we see the Law of Balance in work. If however we keep the love God gives us and instead act with selfishness towards another, there is no balance and what is created is bad feeling, resentment which could lead to decline in relationships and break ups. If we do not re-give the love that God has given, unbalanced consequences and disharmony results.  Every action we are contemplating should be measured against the Law of Balance to ensure that the reaction will be balanced.

The Law of Balance is the Law of Love which is the fulcrum of creation; which centres all things and is premised on GIVING AND REGIVING.

Let me illustrate how the Law of Balance works perfectly in nature. Nature gives of its all in every action and re-gives equally in every reaction. I saw this at work when I went in holiday. I saw how the sun gave life and beauty to the ocean and how the ocean re-gave of its love by providing a home and sustenance for the sea animals. I saw how the sun‘s rays shone on the plants which was used by the plants to create oxygen to be re given so that other life forms benefit from. I observed how the sun and the rain nurtured the trees so that they could remain vibrant and in turn the tree re-gave of its love by providing shelter for the little creatures of nature. I could go on and on and on but the point is that nature does not violate God’s Law of Balance which is giving for re-giving equally. Nature is an extension of God and thus the balance of nature cannot be upset unless man interferes with it.

Nature reflects God in that it gives, never takes. To say that God gives and takes away is totally false. God never takes for God never violates HIS own law. We are given life and at the end of our incarnation we re-give our life to God that HE may re-give life again

We must be seekers of truth to receive truth and live truth. Too many live the truth of what they have been taught by others. I say go to God in prayer or meditation and seek the truth. The truth will always feel light in your body especially your heart region. The brain is an electrical recorder of that which we observe through our senses. It is has no thinking power of its own. So in this very moment when I say to you God never takes but only gives,  your brain is pulling up the records of what it think it knows; perhaps what it has recorded as being truth through what you have been taught. You may instantly think that I am speaking nonsense.  ‘Of course God takes, after all the priest or preacher or reverend told me so. Do I not see God taking people’s lives every day?’ I am asking you to tune not into your brain but into your heart and through meditation or prayer seek the answer. I can only tell you what I know God has taught me I cannot make you know it.  You need to seek validation yourself so that you know the truth.

The Earth has given man habitation for the purpose of experience to assist in soul growth and how has man as collective consciousness re-given her? By excessively plundering her resources, contaminating her oceans, polluting her atmosphere, poisoning her body through toxic chemicals and toxic thoughts. Man takes what nature offers without equal re-giving. If man re-gave equally the earth would be balanced.

Man exercises his free will to violate the Law of Balance and what is the outcome? The earth is ailing. Just as you will throw up and become violently ill if you put poison in your body even unknowingly, so too will the earth become violently ill and respond in equal measure by throwing up in whatever ways she sees fit. For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. If we defy the Law of Balance even to the slightest extent it will hurt us equally. When the Earth becomes violently ill and throws up through earth movement or extremes in weather many people will suffer.

God has given man love and when man chooses to create war out of greed or need to dominate and control others what happens?  There is untold bloodshed, loss of lives, pain and suffering and total disharmony. Even the Earth’s body suffers. God gives men/women free will to do as they choose. What they create is in their own image as it reflects them. If they choose to create in balance, that is with balance thinking, they are exercising their free will in accordance with the nature of God which is BALANCE.

In human relations if there is to be balanced unity one must give in service to another followed by equal re-giving by the other. Seldom is there equality in the giving and re-giving in relationships. The best relationships have a natural rhythm which is premised on giving and re-giving.  We see how many experience frustration, anger and resentment when there is a lack of balanced interchange between themselves and others.

How does the Law of Balance apply to Prayer?  How many simply go to God in prayer and ask for God to do something for them or give them something. Indeed God’s love is free and you are never without it but the Law of Balance must also be observed through prayer.

Prayers are often selfish, often asking for things to be given without the intention of giving something in exchange. God will give you what you desire but you must re-give equally by the action of service to God by serving your fellow men.

If you pray to God for peace and happiness but then you take that away from another, let us say by malicious gossiping about your neighbour, do you think your prayer will be answered? If you want peace and happiness you have to give peace and happiness to others. In other words you have to balance your desires for peace by giving peace or else your prayer will be voided. As I said earlier, God will give you what you desire but you must re-give equally by the action of service to God by serving your fellow men.

What about when you pray to God to heal your body from illnesses created by overeating or unhealthy eating? You must re-give that which you ask for by eating properly.Let us say a person has developed liver problems through excess drinking of alcohol and they ask God to heal their liver. If you ask God to eliminate the effects of the illness you have to discontinue drinking which was the ‘cause’ of the illness in the first place. The cause of your illness is in the person’s defiance of the Law of Balance. Excess is the anthisisis of balance. Excessive emotions such as anger, grief and worry all create energetic blockages in your aura or electromagnetic field which can lead to disease. Therefore your response to every experience must be in balance and harmony

The Masters have taught that the secret of life is to learn how to balance our transactions or activities so that the giving and re-giving are equal and in balance with each other. We cannot take responsibility for another but we can for ourselves.

Let us resolve to work with the Law of Balance that our creations, projections and very life may be harmonious; that we may add balanced energies to the pool of consciousness and experience unity with the divine energy of Creation.

I AM THAT I AM
Hazel

There were several tiny holes burrowed in the sand but what was captivating was that surrounding each hole was a creative construct of miniscule balls of sand which the crabs formed and used to embellish the entrance to their home. They had purposely decorated the entrance to their home using these balls of sand to create a variety of picturesque images, such as a leaves, trees and other distinct shapes.

I was privileged to observe one little crab exiting its home and redesigning the entrance by moving around the balls of sand to create a different landscape. It was executed using methodical movements as if the baby crab knew exactly the design it wished to create. The crabs were constantly engaged in redesigning their habitat. It was as if each wanted to mark its territory by creating a unique home identified by a creatively distinct entrance so that other baby crabs would not trespass. I wondered about this similarity which mirrored the ways of man.

The striking scene they created brought definition to the beach and showed off the uniqueness of each crab in terms of their creative abilities, notwithstanding that every one of these baby crabs originated from the same species. They created a community where they dwelled side by side in unity as neighbours should, though their homes differed in design. I noticed on another part of the beach three separate holes each embellished at its entrance; but what was glaring was that the crabs linked each home to the other using the balls of sand. This told me that perhaps they were a family who wanted to have separate homes yet remain connected to each other; or alternatively one crab decided to have three separate homes linked to each other.

 I pondered upon the intelligence of these creatures which assumed total responsibility for themselves and found innovative ways to express their God given creativity without being prompted to do so. It seemed to me that this was more than merely survival instinct. It was an example of self- responsibility. They laboured to build their homes with care. Just as a brick maker takes care to ensure that each brick is symmetrically formed so too were the crabs ensuring that each ball of sand was perfectly shaped and formed before the foundation to the entrance of their individual homes could be laid.

 If for some reason those walking along the beach unknowingly or without awareness trampled the crabs’ homes, these resilient creatures simply rebuilt, embracing the challenge without complaint. There seems to be an inner knowing that they have all the resources they need to rebuild and with excitement tap into the reservoir of their creative nature to become architects once again. They get on with the task. Responsibility requires action, courage, awareness of self and knowledge of one’s inherent power. These minute creatures are well endowed. Their creative spirit is in tact and not subjugated or overshadowed by temporary inconveniences. Can you imagine the world through their perception?

What a beautiful example of God working through every life force in HIS creation; showing that even the most minute creatures are of HIM and from HIM and bear HIS creative instinct and in the case of the baby crabs, love for unity and brotherhood despite being unique.

‘Self responsibility results through inner nurturing;

 Inner nurturing builds self awareness;

 Self awareness births self knowing, self identity, and self sovereignty

 The totality of ONE’.

Hazel